I know right? I personally believe that a healthy weight is so important to a healthy lifestyle. Yet here I am thinking to myself, if I loose a bunch of weight boys will want me more. Which is sadly, probably true.
But for me it's not about boys/girls/etc... It's about being able to tie my shoes without it causing pain and shorten of breath. There are other ways weight has effected me, walking, using the bathroom, sweating, amongst a few...
It's time for change. I need change.
I don't publish my weight often or even like to mention it in passing... But I feel like part of the process is getting honest.
Yesterday I weighted in at 319.4lbs. I'm not proud of this nor do I want to beat myself up for it either. It's a stage in my journey... It's a step in the direction I want to take. It's time!
Health is more important to me then looks... If I keep this up I will die. That's not really okay with me. I am beautiful but I am not healthy.
I crave life.
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